-020; luxurious living; plush posh.
-Thursday, October 20, 2005
-000as if she'd never seen herself before

i am angry.
my math was so bad and it wasnt because i didnt know it was all careless. and i thought i could do at least fine because paper 2 i knew everything cept for the elevation qs and the marks just flew away because of careless mistakes and she didnt even give me method marks):
A1A1A1A1B3B4C5C6C6
and i wish i could just leave it at a1.
im going to commit suicide today.
or move to england or australia. i have relatives in england and friends in melbourne so it shouldnt be too bad. i even have money saved for that day and all i need to do now is move that day forward.

yawn
class party and charlotte's party are on the same day.
ugh.


i feel so odd.
the clouds are moving and everyone is moving so fast, and it makes me feel odd, as if i should be moving too. but i dont where to move to and im stuck because i know i have to move but i have nowhere to go as if im just stuck in time..like im looking at myself like i've never seen myself before.

"he stared at himself and it dawned on him that the girl hadn't looked the way that he did, knowing what he'd find. she'd stared in the way people stared at strangers. as if she'd never seen that person refelcted in the glass door. never seen herself before."

>> 6:08 PM;

k >> LA VOISINE

hi. my name is sarah tan but i dont like it, esp. the 'tan' part.
my alter egos are 'rah', 'snoopy', 'bloop', 'blobb', 'raspberry' and 'chicken little'
im 14 going on 15 and used to study in sis, ngeeann, hpps and now mgs (1d'04, 2e'05, 3h'06)
the most important thing about me is my brithday(050591)
that should be easy enough.
i used to play badminton and now softball
i love god

{what i do.}
cool brown, sky blue, lime green.
lightning, storms.
vv lotr, taxi, spirited away.

{what i dont.}
celery.
people chewing with their mouths open.
people staring.
people pronouncing their 'th' but use 'd.
hypocrites. fakes.
when people say 'i dont like people who chew with their mouths open'. so if your friend does that you dont like her anymore?
i guess i realise that disliking people or what they do means i need to get a life, so yes. i've pretty much gotten over these stuff, because, who cares?
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EMPTY LIVING ON A LONELY SOUL;.

k >> ATRIBUIR

k >> MELOMANE

3doorsdown (here without you)
bonjovi (have a nice day)
googoo dolls (i'll be)
simpleplan (i'm just a kid)
wham! (last christmas)
gorillaz (dare)
evanescence (my immortal)



k >> AMI

k >> DISCOURIR



k >> DEMENTI

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